My friend Sue she died a few years ago
once she sent me an email by Dr. Ben Kim,
Korean chiropractor, and although I don’t read
health emails health newsletters I don’t unsubscribe because Sue sent
this to me. Sometimes I read them. Today he talked about
giving and resentment, how he helped his parents
but he gives more generously
when he pays for the person in back of him at the drive in
because his donation is anonymous. He describes his resentment in
giving. Last week at class in the Cairo Public Library
we discussed expectation versus hope. Half the class
believe expectation isn’t good, getting us into trouble.
Still it’s hard not to wake up every single day
wondering if today’s the day.